I have to drop this damn bomb!

My parents have officially matchmade me to this disgusting looking, hair-receeding, belly protruding with grossly stained teeth middle age man to me. I felt so disgustingly embarrassed for that guy to have the cheek to even send me his god damn ugly gross photo after looking at mine. I dont know what's fucking wrong with his god damn old mind to even think he is compatible to me in anyway.

Feel free to think I am a bimbo or superficial. It concerns my god damn future and I am that shallow. I cant imagine facing such an ugly person in my life. If he is already looking this gross at the age of 33, I cant imagine how bad it can get when he grows older. EEEKS! I dont even wanna think about it.

Mind you! He is so fucking old. 8 blardy years! So what he is capable and able to provide for me. I dont think I have a problem feeding myself and I dont need a fucking husband to support me. I also dont think that in any blardy way I am less competent than any god damn guy. To think that they have the cheek to tell me that they need a fucking daughter-in-law to run their empire of shopping mall complex. HELLO?! Why dont they just hire a fucking manager? Think you can get free labour? What kind of fucked up reason is that.

I feel ashamed for him that he has the cheek to tell my mom that he has seen so many girl's photo but he was never interested in any until he sees my photo. WTF!! Am i suppossed to feel honoured and flattered? FUCK FACE MAN!! I dont need any guy's interest in me to boast my confidence nor i dont need reassurance from such fugly. How fucked up it is.

To think that my mom actually has the cheek to send me such disgusting looking man's photo to tell me to consider. That is even more disgusting. & all because they have asked fortune teller who said I will confirm marry him and that he will make a god damn good husband? I wanna laugh! Believe a cock fortune teller who has been telling my mom I have a bf since 7 years ago? WHATEVER!!!!!!

I am so blardy annoyed...so damn pissed. So pissed I get so sick. I seriously dont believe nor respect my parents anymore. They are not living on their words. I respected my dad so much cos he used to teach me that I dont have to marry a rich man but must be a hardworking man. Now they choose this fugly cos his family background can match ours? FUCK FACE! I dont think he looks any smarter to maintain or grow wealth of his family when he looks like some cheena piang. A chinese construction worker is what he ressemble. Totally gross out!

Seriously, I am not angry with the fact that they matchmake me. I am willing to consider so long as he is decent looking. I mean so what if this fugly is a graduate from taiwan or america. Probably some insignificant course he attends in some ulu part of US. I am not impressed at all. Maybe he can cheat my stupid parents who think they are damn smart but not me.

GUESS WHAT?! They expect me to return to mym just so he can take a look at me. HELLO?! YOU ARE THE ONE INTERESTED IN ME, NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND. WHY SHOULD I ACCOMMODATE YOU THE FUGLY. NO WAY!!!! To think that he got the cheek to request to communicate with me online or via email. FUCK FACE! I am totally not interested. But if he wants, he is more than welcomed to fly over. The most polite thing I can do for him is to eat a meal and teach him a lesson. I dont even wanna talk to him over the phone. SO GROSS!!!

I seriously dont need a husband now. I dont need a rich man either. Definitely not an ugly one. The only reason why I would marry someone would be I want beautiful kids. Surely he is not even in the list.

I cant swallow the fact that my mom actually patiently tried to persuade me to consider this fugly. I have never heard my mom talking to me so nicely to me even when I am screaming at the top of my lung at her. This is just so wrong. When I have the time, I have to post his picture up. GOD DAMN GROSS!!