For Buddha sake, give me a break!

Life seems annoying at times and for the moment most of the time.
Strangely I am at my most jovial when I am at work.
I enjoyed working at bugis outlet and I definietly enjoy the great company of my colleagues.

I feel so frustrated with myself cos it seems like it that whatever I do it is never good enough.
I am sick and tired of accommodating people in my life.
That probably explains why I do not wish to add more people to the list of those I give a darn about.
Perhap subconsciously that might explain my phenomenon of commitment forbia.

As much as I hate to admit it, I really dislike meeting people expectation.
It feels suffocating to live up to people's expectation or trying to accommodate their expectation.
Worse still it is those unspoken one.
Gosh! I dont have a crystal ball to god damn guess what's on your darn mind.

It is tiring enough to have my parents irking on me.
I seriously dont need someone who add such shit load to my life.
You think I dont have enough worry in my life?
GIVE ME A BREAK!