Woke up this morning, feeling real grouchy.
I just felt real lonely.
Suddenly I am overwhelmed with the massive feel of being alone on my own where all my good friends are overseas.
It dawn on me that I am really missing my 2 best friends Jacey Gray and B2.
I miss them so much, I think I am going crazy.
I am kinda breaking down slowly.
Even though I have portrayed such independence, i came to realization how much emotionally attached I am to my friends.
People I really cant live without.
There was just one night where things didnt really go alright with me & him.
Came home and went online to find B2 who came on msn to say hi.
That instant I miss him so much and somehow the thoughts of knowing there is someone whom I can always count on bring tears to my eyes. Sometimes moral support really is just the presence.
Like how he is somehow always there when I need someone to turn to.
For example, today news! I very much wish I could confide in him.
I would very much wish I could seek comfort in him.
Yet he is too sick to talk to me.
Somehow we always have such hit and misses.
I am not disappointed but rather getting used to.
Guess to start with I wasnt expecting him to be there always to listen to me or give me reassurance whenever I need it.
Rather it has always been my best friend who is around.
It was rather heartwarming to see B2 online the moment I came home.
I rattle on n on about my work.
Though he never help make me feel better, his presence jus make me more settled.
I guess such come with a strong bond between old friends and I am real blessed to have that.
I am glad I always know that good old friends are the one whom u can count on ultimately in your life that grows old with you.
For now I just miss my 2 best friends so so much, I wish I could just give them a long tight hug without saying a word when I first see them when they return home. I think I might cry. cos just the thought of it bring warmth to my eyes.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
The First Step
The time has come for me to make my move.
I was just been told this afternoon that I am being transferred out to an outlet from tomorrow onwards which I have to take charge from now on. Well! Many would be happy to hear such news. In simple terms, it is sorta promotion and something all managers work towards with. To have an outlet on their own when they can be the boss. In term of responsiblity, it is a high new level.
Nonetheless, I just dont feel good about it. In fact very heavy hearted when I should be making merry and celebrating instead. I have to admit, the progress has been real fast but im not complaining cos finally i have to take on some real challenge. Yet ironically as much as I am looking forward to this day, I feel apprehensive about it. Probably, I dont really like the outlet I am being in charge of. Been there once. I dont like the layout to start with. I dont really agree the way they do things there and best of all, I dont particularly think their working attitude and culture is great.
Finally time for me to prove my ability and yet it is crazy cos the outlet has been functioning on its own with some great seniors working at that outlet. The staff there has at least been with the company for some 3years to 5 years. So me being a newbie with the company for less than 3months with no prior work experience to this, it is kinda very challenging to manage them and improve things for the better. Yet if i just absorb into their culture and not make any changes then I am not proving my worth nor contributing to the outlet which I am supposed to be there for. Gonna be real crazy challenge and I am kinda stressed over it.
Background on the outlet. It is kinda like a lost child operating on its own world and culture. Probably explains why management decided they need a makeover and someone outside gotta do it. It is the only outlet which is not under an area mgr and report directly to Operation Director. Thats also good cos that means i would have more easy access to the director. Nonetheless, I really HATE the fucker in charge now cos he is so fucking cocky when he is so blardy short and anal. Noone really like him. (God has been fair. His shortie probably make up for he being so anal.) But apparently, he has resigned and will be leaving next week. Thats good news! I cant imagine working with such asshole.
At the back of all the good news, one cant help feel emotional. I just adapted to my old outlets, get along real well with my colleagues and getting real happy working and they have to throw me into an open cold water. BIG SIGH! I am so missing the people at my outlet already. They have been real sweet and nice to me. I know I have people to support me at the back to correct my mistake when i screw things up. There is people to take my shit and teach me the rope. Basically, even people to cheer me up when I am frowning up whipping up some fantastic food or even buying me drinks. I love people who dote on me and treat me like princess. I was a jewel in my old outlet. Now I am gonna turn into a total bitch in the new outlet.
Kaoz! I have to quit acting innocence and take real responsiblity when things screw up which happen all the time. SIGH SIGH SIGH...
I was just been told this afternoon that I am being transferred out to an outlet from tomorrow onwards which I have to take charge from now on. Well! Many would be happy to hear such news. In simple terms, it is sorta promotion and something all managers work towards with. To have an outlet on their own when they can be the boss. In term of responsiblity, it is a high new level.
Nonetheless, I just dont feel good about it. In fact very heavy hearted when I should be making merry and celebrating instead. I have to admit, the progress has been real fast but im not complaining cos finally i have to take on some real challenge. Yet ironically as much as I am looking forward to this day, I feel apprehensive about it. Probably, I dont really like the outlet I am being in charge of. Been there once. I dont like the layout to start with. I dont really agree the way they do things there and best of all, I dont particularly think their working attitude and culture is great.
Finally time for me to prove my ability and yet it is crazy cos the outlet has been functioning on its own with some great seniors working at that outlet. The staff there has at least been with the company for some 3years to 5 years. So me being a newbie with the company for less than 3months with no prior work experience to this, it is kinda very challenging to manage them and improve things for the better. Yet if i just absorb into their culture and not make any changes then I am not proving my worth nor contributing to the outlet which I am supposed to be there for. Gonna be real crazy challenge and I am kinda stressed over it.
Background on the outlet. It is kinda like a lost child operating on its own world and culture. Probably explains why management decided they need a makeover and someone outside gotta do it. It is the only outlet which is not under an area mgr and report directly to Operation Director. Thats also good cos that means i would have more easy access to the director. Nonetheless, I really HATE the fucker in charge now cos he is so fucking cocky when he is so blardy short and anal. Noone really like him. (God has been fair. His shortie probably make up for he being so anal.) But apparently, he has resigned and will be leaving next week. Thats good news! I cant imagine working with such asshole.
At the back of all the good news, one cant help feel emotional. I just adapted to my old outlets, get along real well with my colleagues and getting real happy working and they have to throw me into an open cold water. BIG SIGH! I am so missing the people at my outlet already. They have been real sweet and nice to me. I know I have people to support me at the back to correct my mistake when i screw things up. There is people to take my shit and teach me the rope. Basically, even people to cheer me up when I am frowning up whipping up some fantastic food or even buying me drinks. I love people who dote on me and treat me like princess. I was a jewel in my old outlet. Now I am gonna turn into a total bitch in the new outlet.
Kaoz! I have to quit acting innocence and take real responsiblity when things screw up which happen all the time. SIGH SIGH SIGH...
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Heart Talk
I must have been real silly to embark on a journey that has no faith to start with.
Though it has been a short journey, instead of gaining faith
I have altogether lost hope along the way.
In a relationship that has no faith and hope to speak of
I wonder what our future holds.
What is left of a relationship where faith and hope have been lost?
The only element that is left of - LOVE.
And yet I am always questioning your love.
Cos to you love has always been about telling and telling.
There was hardly any action.
Not even a tinge of trying could be seen hidding.
You claim you have a weary heart.
How about mine?
What could you offer that make me wanna hold on to this relationship anymore?
Though it has been a short journey, instead of gaining faith
I have altogether lost hope along the way.
In a relationship that has no faith and hope to speak of
I wonder what our future holds.
What is left of a relationship where faith and hope have been lost?
The only element that is left of - LOVE.
And yet I am always questioning your love.
Cos to you love has always been about telling and telling.
There was hardly any action.
Not even a tinge of trying could be seen hidding.
You claim you have a weary heart.
How about mine?
What could you offer that make me wanna hold on to this relationship anymore?
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Post 25 years reflection
It is true that happiness is all about how you look at it.
Despite a day I wasn't really looking forward to, there past a mark that increases a year to my life journey on this earth.
Though it was just like any other year with no special celebration, nonetheless there are alot of unexpected blessings.
It was disappointing that I gotta work full shift on my birthday.
However I was moved almost to tears when they celebrated my birthday with a cake and a cake.
It was really heartwarming and a real pleasant surprise when all the staff gathered to sing me birthday song in the outlet in front of the customers. Embarrasing but very sweet gesture.
It was disappointing that many forgot all about me. THE STUPID TRIOs, Kaileng, Huishan and even the STUPID B2!!
However I was really touched I had many international wishes.
Patty from italy called. A call I missed.
Mama from States called.
Of cos THE LOVE OF MY LIFE remembered me!
My LTB girl who is on States exchange msg me.
A few others whom I didnt expect wish me.
It was disappointing too cos my 2007 wishes didn't come true.
None cook me any meal.
I didnt wake up to a perfect breakfast by the beach.
There was no home made, self-cooked cookies, cakes or brownies.
Something I yearn for - a homely celebration!
However, I took solace in the fact that YOU have the thoughts to cook me breakfast but due to unforeseen circumstances, it was not realized.
Nonetheless I am glad at least it was planned. Thanks sweetie!
I felt real pampered when u fetch me from work and go out of your way to buy me late dinner.
At least I felt like a real princess for awhile on my birthday.
You really made my day!
It was disappointing that I didnt even get to reach him on my birthday.
Not even on his hp cos we just have hit and misses.
By the time we have the time to talk, he was exhausted from his long day.
Nonetheless, it was very sweet of him to come by early in the morning to pass me a VASE of calia lilies and a nice handmade poster.
This is how I count my blessing amidst all these disappointment.
Cos life doesnt revolve around me and things will never always go the way you wish to be.
Thanks all for your well wishes.
To those who make effort to remember and wish me, I really appreciate it.
To those who completely forgot about my existence, please go ahead and reflect!! BAH!
Despite a day I wasn't really looking forward to, there past a mark that increases a year to my life journey on this earth.
Though it was just like any other year with no special celebration, nonetheless there are alot of unexpected blessings.
It was disappointing that I gotta work full shift on my birthday.
However I was moved almost to tears when they celebrated my birthday with a cake and a cake.
It was really heartwarming and a real pleasant surprise when all the staff gathered to sing me birthday song in the outlet in front of the customers. Embarrasing but very sweet gesture.
It was disappointing that many forgot all about me. THE STUPID TRIOs, Kaileng, Huishan and even the STUPID B2!!
However I was really touched I had many international wishes.
Patty from italy called. A call I missed.
Mama from States called.
Of cos THE LOVE OF MY LIFE remembered me!
My LTB girl who is on States exchange msg me.
A few others whom I didnt expect wish me.
It was disappointing too cos my 2007 wishes didn't come true.
None cook me any meal.
I didnt wake up to a perfect breakfast by the beach.
There was no home made, self-cooked cookies, cakes or brownies.
Something I yearn for - a homely celebration!
However, I took solace in the fact that YOU have the thoughts to cook me breakfast but due to unforeseen circumstances, it was not realized.
Nonetheless I am glad at least it was planned. Thanks sweetie!
I felt real pampered when u fetch me from work and go out of your way to buy me late dinner.
At least I felt like a real princess for awhile on my birthday.
You really made my day!
It was disappointing that I didnt even get to reach him on my birthday.
Not even on his hp cos we just have hit and misses.
By the time we have the time to talk, he was exhausted from his long day.
Nonetheless, it was very sweet of him to come by early in the morning to pass me a VASE of calia lilies and a nice handmade poster.
This is how I count my blessing amidst all these disappointment.
Cos life doesnt revolve around me and things will never always go the way you wish to be.
Thanks all for your well wishes.
To those who make effort to remember and wish me, I really appreciate it.
To those who completely forgot about my existence, please go ahead and reflect!! BAH!
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Not another one!!
I have a feeling that this guy called chris from my outlet is seriously sneaky.
He has been sending me sms greetings. Those silly forwarded msg.
For example, today at work, things aint running smoothly and I got so pissed off it was written all over my face.
He was came around to have his fingerprint registered since my outlet gonna be biometric. (Whatever that is)
Then he saw me so stressed, he tried to talk to me a few time which obviously I will ignore cos Im so blardy pissed.
Then he came to help me whenever. So apparently he knows im not in a good mood so he sent me some funny msg to cheer me up. Something is seriously amiss.
I maybe thinking too much. Aha!
Then there was this day a few of us went for KTV which was his birthday after work.
At a traffic junction, I almost cross the road when there was a bike coming.
Obviously I saw it. DUH!
Then he was so frightened that I will run over by it that he tried to grab my hand.
It was a sweet gesture but alittle too extreme.
My other colleagues saw what happened and they were happily making fun of us.
These are just some example of his sneaky behaviour.
Strange weirdo!
hmmm........... Seriously, I dont wanna get involved with anyone.
I believe what goes around comes around.
Enough of breaking hearts!
If not Pukey will rattle on n on about a trail of broken hearts...WTH! As if i did it on purpose!
He has been sending me sms greetings. Those silly forwarded msg.
For example, today at work, things aint running smoothly and I got so pissed off it was written all over my face.
He was came around to have his fingerprint registered since my outlet gonna be biometric. (Whatever that is)
Then he saw me so stressed, he tried to talk to me a few time which obviously I will ignore cos Im so blardy pissed.
Then he came to help me whenever. So apparently he knows im not in a good mood so he sent me some funny msg to cheer me up. Something is seriously amiss.
I maybe thinking too much. Aha!
Then there was this day a few of us went for KTV which was his birthday after work.
At a traffic junction, I almost cross the road when there was a bike coming.
Obviously I saw it. DUH!
Then he was so frightened that I will run over by it that he tried to grab my hand.
It was a sweet gesture but alittle too extreme.
My other colleagues saw what happened and they were happily making fun of us.
These are just some example of his sneaky behaviour.
Strange weirdo!
hmmm........... Seriously, I dont wanna get involved with anyone.
I believe what goes around comes around.
Enough of breaking hearts!
If not Pukey will rattle on n on about a trail of broken hearts...WTH! As if i did it on purpose!
Thursday, October 4, 2007
Since when do I start looking like an air-stewardess or flight attendant? Whatever you call it!!
People have been asking me strange questions and making funny remarks.
First it was looking like a japanese in Europe.
Then it was looking like koreans.
Now I am a flight attendant.
What a confusing heritage and image I have.
I am perturbed by it.
People have been asking me strange questions and making funny remarks.
First it was looking like a japanese in Europe.
Then it was looking like koreans.
Now I am a flight attendant.
What a confusing heritage and image I have.
I am perturbed by it.
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
Thanks puree for ur regular visit to my site for update. Nonetheless I am ashamed that I haven been updating. To be frank, working life has robbed me of all my time, I dont even have time to really rest. I barely even have the luxury to come online to check my email let alone blog. Sad case huh?! I hate it that I dont have life. I need to spend time with my family.
Anyhow, quick update. Life has been hectic. At work, my progress has been stagnant and it becomes blurry of what my future path will be. Taking 3 weeks to learn the same thing is simply a waste of my time. I am much better at that. The paper work is like child play and they are making a mountain out of a molehill. Just cos they take along time to grasp all these doesnt mean the same for me. I have a high intellectual capacity for this cos I am trained to do things that way. HELLO!!! Just labour costing...how tough can it get?!!! Wasting my time. Now they need 1 month to teach me on payroll....CRAP!! Then when can i be transferred back to HQ...Kinda feeling shortchanged. I am going to talk to my boss and probably that HR woman who hired me. Gonna demand a proper explanation. I am not going to sit and wait for things to happen.
One more update! I got my PR finally!! Big thing for me. Finally, I can start travelling again and not being on hold with just bloody one stamp on my passport which forbid me to leave the daRn country. Probably need to go get my card soon.
Third. Yes! My hometown is in a big mess now. My parents are safe but its hard to say anything for sure. So I gotta call my parents everyday to check on their safety. It is very worrying and I cant rest my mind at ease. My dad has too much a fixed assets there and its worrying if there is a big mess during the transition if there is ever a change. Noentheless I really wish all those that has passed away during this demostration die for a cause. That cause has to be fought hard by all the countrymen with one heart.
Forth, I have decided to accept my mom's offer to SERIOUSLY consider this blardy 33 years bald man with beer belly and stained teeth. So I am going to meet him for a meal if he wants to come over sg to see me. I have to start somewhere somehow. But my mind is pretty set on rejecting him. I am just going to be gracious about it and not reject him profusely just in case my parents forced me into marriage. So I am going to handle this like an adult.
Finally, I have met his family and had dinner with them. His family is lovely. It is nice being around them cos they are so loving. They seem to welcome me and I felt the warmth. However, I am not sure if they really geniunely like me cos they love their son so much, they will accept whoever he brings home. His mom is already hinting to the both of us about marriage. Kinda funny. We are doing fine but it is hard to find time to spend quality time with him alone cos I have my work and my family. Even though there are still alot of issues we have yet to iron out, I feel that he is not ready to face them together with me. As much as I feel unsettled about all those, I am giving him all the time he needs to learn to adapt and change. Most likely not very soon cos he claims he is very lazy to go think through all these for me. Yah!! I feel the love huh?!!
Sometimes I wonder what kind of value to attach to those words he will say to me. But I am giving him time to realize and just waiting patiently. Sometimes I doubt whether if he ever spare a thought for me and my feelings. Like how he happily place his happy moments photoSSS with him and his ex on his facebook which some of my friends have access to and been happily questioning me about it. I wonder if he knows the kind of difficult situation i will face to answer to these people who are concerned about my welfare. I sound like a total fool and ediot to all my friends cos I am making sure he doesnt look bad. I mean I really dont mind all these. If he is meant to stray, he can go ahead cos he knows I never tie him down. But me not minding doesnt mean he could do everything he pleases. I feel all these speak volume. I need a very thoughtful guy to be my man. Someone who is 細心 and ti tie, who spare a thought for me in everything. That means he places me before himself, aint it? I mean if he really loves me, he would have thought of how difficult it would be for me to explain to my friends and if he loves me enough, he wouldnt want to put me through all these. Am I asking too much? When I am not even making noise and jealous or demanding explanation about his ex. Eh! They still meet up and I am cool about it. How much more could I be generous? He asked her out to accompany him to a show when he didnt even ask me cos I was working. Then he ate dinner with her and sent her home. He couldnt pick up my call when I called after work cos he was sending her home. I didnt even make noise that he didnt even pick me up from my work. What more can I do? Now I sound like a total ediot huh?
But I really dont mind. That's his freedom! Noone knows anyway. But placing such intimate photos on facebook when some of the common friends have access to make things alittle tough esp when people start questioning about how serious he is about me. Hmm......those questions I have no answer to when I am under attack. Yes yes yes! I know it is about the 2 of us but i feel that he doesnt have to make me look bad either when I am always trying to protect his integrity. In addition, his words are hurting when he refused to talk about all these just cos he doesnt want to be bothered with it. I know he is stressed with his own work so I kinda gather from there where I really stand in his life. I am now learning to just settle for where he placed me. Do you know that he doesnt want people that know both of us to know about us? WHY? He explained he is uncomfortable. A reason I couldnt fathom. Not that I need our relationship to be known to all but just that I couldnt understand his reason. To me, it reads like he is ashamed to face some facts that could never be changed. In short, he is ashamed of me. That is how it comes across to me.
Other than all these, we are fairly good cos we dont quarell. Even when I am pissed with him, I will tell him nicely that I am pissed and that we should talk another day and he also wont do anything about it but just wait until I cool down then talk to me again. Yah!!! You guys feel the love? Frankly speaking, you will ask me what I am doing with him. I finally understood what it meant by love is blind. I know he aint a perfect human being and I am accepting all of his shortcoming from my expectation of a perfect boyfriend. I mean he never complains anything about me except that I am not spending time with him, why do I impose so much expectation on him right?
Guess I am still learning to cope with life lesson #1 "Managing expectation". Dont mistake me! We have awesome time laughing at one another for all the silliest things we do whever we see each other. It is fun to have him around la cos he is so nice to make fun of.
Hmmm...........Thats about it, my work, my family and my love life.
Anyhow, quick update. Life has been hectic. At work, my progress has been stagnant and it becomes blurry of what my future path will be. Taking 3 weeks to learn the same thing is simply a waste of my time. I am much better at that. The paper work is like child play and they are making a mountain out of a molehill. Just cos they take along time to grasp all these doesnt mean the same for me. I have a high intellectual capacity for this cos I am trained to do things that way. HELLO!!! Just labour costing...how tough can it get?!!! Wasting my time. Now they need 1 month to teach me on payroll....CRAP!! Then when can i be transferred back to HQ...Kinda feeling shortchanged. I am going to talk to my boss and probably that HR woman who hired me. Gonna demand a proper explanation. I am not going to sit and wait for things to happen.
One more update! I got my PR finally!! Big thing for me. Finally, I can start travelling again and not being on hold with just bloody one stamp on my passport which forbid me to leave the daRn country. Probably need to go get my card soon.
Third. Yes! My hometown is in a big mess now. My parents are safe but its hard to say anything for sure. So I gotta call my parents everyday to check on their safety. It is very worrying and I cant rest my mind at ease. My dad has too much a fixed assets there and its worrying if there is a big mess during the transition if there is ever a change. Noentheless I really wish all those that has passed away during this demostration die for a cause. That cause has to be fought hard by all the countrymen with one heart.
Forth, I have decided to accept my mom's offer to SERIOUSLY consider this blardy 33 years bald man with beer belly and stained teeth. So I am going to meet him for a meal if he wants to come over sg to see me. I have to start somewhere somehow. But my mind is pretty set on rejecting him. I am just going to be gracious about it and not reject him profusely just in case my parents forced me into marriage. So I am going to handle this like an adult.
Finally, I have met his family and had dinner with them. His family is lovely. It is nice being around them cos they are so loving. They seem to welcome me and I felt the warmth. However, I am not sure if they really geniunely like me cos they love their son so much, they will accept whoever he brings home. His mom is already hinting to the both of us about marriage. Kinda funny. We are doing fine but it is hard to find time to spend quality time with him alone cos I have my work and my family. Even though there are still alot of issues we have yet to iron out, I feel that he is not ready to face them together with me. As much as I feel unsettled about all those, I am giving him all the time he needs to learn to adapt and change. Most likely not very soon cos he claims he is very lazy to go think through all these for me. Yah!! I feel the love huh?!!
Sometimes I wonder what kind of value to attach to those words he will say to me. But I am giving him time to realize and just waiting patiently. Sometimes I doubt whether if he ever spare a thought for me and my feelings. Like how he happily place his happy moments photoSSS with him and his ex on his facebook which some of my friends have access to and been happily questioning me about it. I wonder if he knows the kind of difficult situation i will face to answer to these people who are concerned about my welfare. I sound like a total fool and ediot to all my friends cos I am making sure he doesnt look bad. I mean I really dont mind all these. If he is meant to stray, he can go ahead cos he knows I never tie him down. But me not minding doesnt mean he could do everything he pleases. I feel all these speak volume. I need a very thoughtful guy to be my man. Someone who is 細心 and ti tie, who spare a thought for me in everything. That means he places me before himself, aint it? I mean if he really loves me, he would have thought of how difficult it would be for me to explain to my friends and if he loves me enough, he wouldnt want to put me through all these. Am I asking too much? When I am not even making noise and jealous or demanding explanation about his ex. Eh! They still meet up and I am cool about it. How much more could I be generous? He asked her out to accompany him to a show when he didnt even ask me cos I was working. Then he ate dinner with her and sent her home. He couldnt pick up my call when I called after work cos he was sending her home. I didnt even make noise that he didnt even pick me up from my work. What more can I do? Now I sound like a total ediot huh?
But I really dont mind. That's his freedom! Noone knows anyway. But placing such intimate photos on facebook when some of the common friends have access to make things alittle tough esp when people start questioning about how serious he is about me. Hmm......those questions I have no answer to when I am under attack. Yes yes yes! I know it is about the 2 of us but i feel that he doesnt have to make me look bad either when I am always trying to protect his integrity. In addition, his words are hurting when he refused to talk about all these just cos he doesnt want to be bothered with it. I know he is stressed with his own work so I kinda gather from there where I really stand in his life. I am now learning to just settle for where he placed me. Do you know that he doesnt want people that know both of us to know about us? WHY? He explained he is uncomfortable. A reason I couldnt fathom. Not that I need our relationship to be known to all but just that I couldnt understand his reason. To me, it reads like he is ashamed to face some facts that could never be changed. In short, he is ashamed of me. That is how it comes across to me.
Other than all these, we are fairly good cos we dont quarell. Even when I am pissed with him, I will tell him nicely that I am pissed and that we should talk another day and he also wont do anything about it but just wait until I cool down then talk to me again. Yah!!! You guys feel the love? Frankly speaking, you will ask me what I am doing with him. I finally understood what it meant by love is blind. I know he aint a perfect human being and I am accepting all of his shortcoming from my expectation of a perfect boyfriend. I mean he never complains anything about me except that I am not spending time with him, why do I impose so much expectation on him right?
Guess I am still learning to cope with life lesson #1 "Managing expectation". Dont mistake me! We have awesome time laughing at one another for all the silliest things we do whever we see each other. It is fun to have him around la cos he is so nice to make fun of.
Hmmm...........Thats about it, my work, my family and my love life.
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