Often I wonder what's so wonderful about being in a relationship.
I wonder if I am the only weird one wondering this.
I wonder if it is because I am such a commitment phobic.

Somehow I just cant figure life with so called someone significant in it.
In fact, I just cant figure life with anyone else in it besides my friends and family.
So I am really wondering if it is because I have really not met THE ONE.
OR simply I will never meet THE ONE with my mindset like this.

All these wonderment of life strange encounters make me confused and tiring.
That's probably the reason why I dont think it is that wonderful being in a relationship.
Because it brings such unnecessary headaches.
Felt like we are asking for it.