This is one example of things people (read dad) said that irk me most.

Manager: I wish I could bring you to more factories but this trip the schedule is alittle tight so I shall bring you to these places only this time. But not to worry if this venture is successful we will have many more trips in future and that you can still explore more next time.

Dad: Yah! Thanks to my princessy rich daughter (scarstically) that our schedule is so tight. She cant make it this day and that day and I being a boss have to take cue from her. All her fault. (& he said it with all fury)

Tell me how fucked up can someone get when I took a fucking leave to accompany you so that I could make things easy for you. Be there for you, plan things for you, make decision for you as well as give you advice. What more you still want to ask of me. I could have been a really selfish person like some other (read my fat sister) who is happily holidaying buying all the branded stuff driving her god damn BMW (which is more expensive than my daRn car) and enjoying her fucking time without worrying about any freaking things that happen in the family. I could have careless like her and leave him there to struggle. There are so many I could have...... BUT THE FACT is I NEVER DID any of those once. I bet none of the I COULD HAVE ever cross his mind anyway.

I am doing all these without a slightest complaints and you are blaming me? HA! Then jolly well go ahead without me to India alone then. Anyway, you think i am freaking useless and incompetent and that I am always talk only no action. (Anyway, that is what he told his marketing manager whenever we are seriously discussing about HIS company future direction and plan. FUCK!)

I wonder if my parents are plain dumb or they choose to be that dumb. Or maybe I am the dumb one always being tricked and taken advantage of my own parents and family. Outsiders could see it very clearly the difference between me & my second sis.

Manager: I have seen 2 of your eldest daughters. The second one very carefree and she doesnt worry about anything. Playing around. While this one is so serious about work. She knows about your company operation from scratch and know clearly of the long term vision that even the management handling the company now are unsure of. I could see a contrast difference. I am not complementing her in front her but just wanted to highlight the difference............

Dad: (interruptting him before he could finish) you cant compare like this. The seond one is 3 years younger so naturally there is alot for her to learn.

Am i making too much noise here? Tell me I am sufferring from sibling jealousy?!! or is my parents plain biased? HELLO?! Her age 22years, I am running his company here alone. HELLO?! That fucking age I was making major decision for you when I was working at your company. HELLO?! Her age I was meeting your overseas suppliers and clients alone and dealing with them.

Thinking about it now what the manager said have alot of underlying meaning. I am sure he is not complimenting me. I think he is trying to get something across to my dad esp since within such short 3 days he has clearly observed how biased my dad has treated me compared to my fat sister and that how much he has ill-treated me.