Once again, my dad blew his top at me over some childish thing this afternoon. It all started during lunch at the table. Cos he kept asking my god sis to join us for lunch and so he asked me to move so that she could sit nearer the table. So I did but apparently he didnt see. By the second time he asked again, I just moved an inch cos there was obviously no more space for me to move. Then he was so blardy upset that I disobeyed him and started roaring at me. Then he was damn childish, he just GLARE at me while I was eating. So I just continued eating as though nothing happened. What you expect me to do?! If I go away, he thinks I got attitude problem. So I just gotta be real thick-skinned lo. That also pissed him off very much so he stopped eating and stomped off into my room. Locked himself up inside. DAMN FREAKING CHILDISH?! Seriously, he needs to grow up.

I know both my parents have been seeing me as a thorn in their eyes ever since. I have no idea what I have done to offend them either. They have been picking on me. I have yet to retaliate them and they are just getting overboard just because I have been taking all your nonsense. Initially, I was really annoyed. Really spoilt my rest day. I just want them to give me a break. Then the entire family left for shopping trip without me. How childish can they get?! Big Deal?! I told my mom a week in advance I need the car today and they purposely drove my car out. Damn sick!

However, I am glad I went out for a spree instead of cooping myelf up at home. It was really therapeutic I must say. Went Paragon Canele and ate my happy food "Le Royale". It was indeed a spirit-lifter. (thought of you while I was in canele though.)Then after went shopping for the necessity since my parents are being freaking anal by cutting me from all my expenses. Seriously, I know I cant support myself with the misery pay I get with the luxurious lifestyle they provide. However, that doesnt mean I cant support myself. They really underestimate me?!! I can be down-to-earth if I want to be. BIG DEAL?! My mom even went to the extent of asking my maid to ask me for money if I wanna eat at home. Seriously, I am starting to doubt if I am their real daughter afterall. I dont understand how they could be this 刻博to me. & to think that I am bearing with all these shit.

I tell myself I must get out of this country and away from their clutches as soon as possible. That will be one promise I will make to myself.

I am just glad that despite all the shit, I am learning to cope with it and still enjoy my day. Learning not to get affected by such childish and PMS behaviour of my parents. Live my life that way it shoudl be. That should be the way life is. I felt relieved being out shopping today. No wonder there is a term retail threapy. It works definitely!