Monday, July 9, 2007

I AM SELFISH cos I dislike sharing my friends

I felt kinda 放心 & 安心 to see that finally all my guyfriends are happily attached and they seemed very blissful. I no longer felt obliged to take good care of them. For example, last time when we were out, I will be busy serving them food or whatsoever. Now I dont have to care about them cos I know they are well taken care of by their gfs. It is nice to know and witness how their gfs loved them so dearly. I do like their gfs very much. But I hate the fact that I have to share my friends with others.

It was annoying when my guyfriends totally forget about my presence cos they are so absorbed in only taking good care of their gfs. BASKET?!!! I am not jealous. I am pure selfish. I just want my friends all to myself. I hate the idea of sharing my friends with some other whom are gonna be more significant than I am to my friends' life. Like when we were dining out that night after Terence's graduation, they just happily pour tea and take food for their gfs. Then happily forget about me completely. I cant accept how can you guys be so 重色輕友. I am not used to the fact that I am no longer the princess. I am not used to the fact that I am not being doted by them anymore. I mean I dont mind you treating your gfs nicely. But at least remember that your friend is also sitting by your side la. Kaoz!

I dont care. My graduation day, I wanna take photo with my guyfriends alone without their girlfriends. So dont you dare mess up my photos. I was really annoyed and sulking at one side when the only photos I had with the trios didnt turn out well.

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