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I find it strange how I am so happy despite so many things going on.
Guess cos I managed to find a way to deal with my own feelings instead of getting upset over my childish parents.
Well....if you cant change them in any bit which is beyond your control, trying changing yourself or your perception which is within your control. Finally understood what is one ear in one ear out.

I was alittle pissed at the way my parents "greet" me early in the morning the moment my 2 eyes opened. Non-stop roaring..dont they get upset starting their day in anger? Dont they get tired raking up the past? (cos they cant find new things to scold me but they just cant stand my face I guess so they just have to find something to say...hahaha..childish!) I feel so exhausted for them... I was also kinda pissed the way my parents think and the kind of value they are trying to impart. I was close to talking back when my mom criticized my prof. She said "dont know how much she has made use of you so she is so nice".

Hello?! not everyone is so intention-driven like you. Not everyone so fake like you. Not everyone so superficial like you. & im not like what you think as someone who has noone to care or love. I was dying to tell her my prof treats me better than my parents. She cares and dote on me so much. She appreciates me unlike you. She helps me find job, worry about my pay when all my parents did was scold & scold. I was really on the verge of telling her off. She is so ungrateful. She likes to force her own thinking onto others. Just cos they made use of me badly & yet still so unappreciative doesnt mean the rest are like them. I am disgusted at the thought that they are my parents. Geez! Then my dad goes on about my future husband how he will be unable to stand me. I think to myself "WOW! now you are not only raking up the past, you are even predicting the future for me. Happily curse me. Well Done." But I secretly replied, I will never marry a man like you and probably cos there are men like you, I am commitment phobic.

Despite all these, I am not so angry with them anymore. Just find it amusing how childish they can get. How immature they are. They seriously need to reflecton themselves. Find a coconut tree & sit down & reflect. (Jace..sound familiar?)

Well! I am still very happy. Finally, today is my last day of work at St James. Though I cant bear to part with all the nice people working together, I am glad I will be done with my super mood swing boss. I am in super good mood the entire week. Living in my own world.