Shitty Shitty Shitty

Never know how shitty it could be to be scolded by others. It sucks!
Yesterday my boss asked me to back up her stuff from her old IBM laptop to CD.
That was the only instruction! Fine! I do it though I hate doing such IT stuff.
Then only after I have burnt everything on d CD, did she tell me that she doesnt need it anymore cos she cant open the files in her powerbook. hmm...well! Not my problem since she doesnt tell me what she needs it for and how can she expect me to read her mind. I am not a psyche nor have a crystal ball u know?

Somehow the next time she look at her laptop again, her taskbar went missing.
WTF! Then she was screaming at the top of her voice & accusing me of screwing her laptop.
Goodness gracious! Gimme a break! I didnt touch your laptop except to back ur stuff.
I am so ediot with such IT stuff, I wouldnt do anything more man.
Then she jus screamed at me "Dont give me problems, just give me solution"
I was so fucking exasperated. Cos I have no idea how to bring her missing taskbar back to her desktop.
i am so IT-EDIOT. & there she is scolding me at the side for something I didnt do.
I could have swollowed it down if it was my mistake. DAMN!

It was so bad all my colleagues were so concerned & all tried to help.
But none could really be of much help rather than "try this try that"
nonetheless it was very thoughtful of them. It is the nice colleagues here that is keeping me going.
By the time I am so lost, exasperated & flustered trying to SEARCH for her taskbar.
I was so close to tears cos I just have no clue on how to do it.
I almost say "I quit!"
But I held back. Somehow i think it is a good training ground for me.
Just have to learn to deal with it. It sux cos I was never scolded by outsider before.

Thank god I am resourceful enough to be able to find someone to help whenever I need them.
Managed to call up my IT-expert, Shannon to teach me step by step PATIENTLY.
Viola! After 2hours of grilling or so (i dont know how long i was at it but i felt that long) I managed to install back her daRn taskbar. I was overjoyed.
But my Boss didnt even say a single "thank you". rather give me you shouldn't have screwed up my stuff look.wtf!

Thanks Shannon! For a moment, I love you very much!
You have been really nice & sweet. Thanks for your help! Appreciate it!
I feel kinda bad that I never really give a daRn about him to think that at a time like this, he is the one who jump to my rescue. A friend in need is a friend indeed. hmmm.....Apt description! hahahaha....