I got a job!

Guess by now almost everyone has known about the so called "good news".
Well! I went for interview on Friday right. I was really freaking nervous since this is one of the job I was really keen on taking it up. I was so nervous, I was 45min early for interview. Being directly opposite the building where B2 is working and there was some time before 9am, so decided to call B2. Even though all you do was laughed at me cos I was nervous, nonetheless I appreciated your precious 15min to talk to me. Even though you didnt help or try to do anything to calm my nerve, I am still grateful for being there for me. It means alot to me. Thanks B2 for being such a great friend who has been there for me all these while going through the tough time and having so much faith in me that I will find a job. Also, thanks for always coming out to meet me to listen to all my complaints about my annoying parents.

Well! I dont understand why would people find it amusing that I do get nervous. I am wondering if in the eyes of my friends, I am some strong robot who is really incapable of any form of emotion. They find it amusing that I get nervous or lose confidence in myself. FAINT! Hello?! I am just an ordinary girl in an ordinary world, you know. Give me a break man!!

Anyhow, so I was super early la. When I went up to the office, not many employees are in the office. Well! my interviewer was still not there yet. Supposed to go for 930 interview. By the time, I was interviewed, it was 1015. By then I have waited 1.5 hour that I felt sian already. So I was totally not nervous at all. Guess it helps huh? I was trying so hard to smile since when im feeling sian, i will tend to give the kao bei look.

I must say I am really very very blessed. I guess all my prayers are answered. Thanks everyone who has wish me all the best. I really appreciate it. The interview went so smoothly and too well. My interviewer came out and she was so nice and apologetic for making me wait so long. She didn't ask me much questions. The only question she asked & I answered was "what kind of position are you looking at in Apex Pal?" So direct eh. Then I told her I want to be "Business Development Manager" eventually. Then she started going through my career path and my job scope as I start work. Then that's it. She is talking as though I am already offered a job and this is what I need to do. Can you do it? You can. Good. you know that kind of interview. Like so blardy easy. I mean dont they have to ask or find out if I am up for the job. I prepared so hard for the interview but nothing was asked. Kaoz! Like where is the challenge sia.

So now I have to start from scratch since I have zero experience in F&B. So they are going to make me spend at least 3-6mths at one sakae sushi outlet to learn about operation side. FAINT! I really cant imagine serving customer knowing my own attitude problem. But I told myself it is a good training ground for me afterall to learn that I am not a princess afterall in the real world. Sigh! & to top it up, the lady kept saying cos she is due for delivery (she is pregnant) next week, she will be on leave. But she told me if I have anything, I can look for her colleague (which she went to find just to intro to me). If I really need to find her, I can still email her. SO nice right? She told me it is going to be real tough months being Mgmt Associate. She said alot of the regional managers now also walked through the same path with tears. That really make me alittle apprehensive. But I am never going to give in to challenges. That's the spirit. Also, my interviewer asked me if the outlet they assigned me is alright with me. I almost fainted. I feel like I am the one calling the shot rather than being interviewed. They are fine with when I wanna start with them. Even interview time was decided by me except the delay. They must be desperately looking for people to work for them.

The pay is super duper low though. To think that I rejected an offer of $2500 initially for this job which is giving me $1800. KAOZ!!!!! But nvm. I just felt alittle unhappy cos I felt that my value is so low. So in short, I got a job! I am not particularly happy nor excited. I was like neutral. I dont know why nowadays, I am kinda incapable of emotions. I guess I just felt relieved that i found a job & i dont have to take any shit from my family anymore.

So pals. Thanks for having faith in me, believeing in me, encouraging me, being there for me, giving me all the moral support all these while when self-doubt creep in. I really appreciate it. Now dont worry. I can finally support myself? Hopefully with this miserable salary. hahaha....