Crazy Thursday

Last night was the final straw. We had 2 corporate events. So me & my buddy took on the bigger account. A coporate event for an MNC at St James. It was madness trying to accommodate 400 over plus people & all their stupid requests. So much things to oversee. Practically rushing & fretting like mad. The clients are freaking demanding & anal. I was totally worn out, stressed & sleepy. It doesnt help that I have been standing from 4pm-1230am with empty stomach. So F***ed by the time the event ends at 12midnight, I am super moody, grouchy & hungry.

But the party went well amidst all the hiccups. The regional director for Singapore came to praise us for a job well done. It was consoling but some f***ing group of ang moh really screw up. They were making so much trouble for us. Told us their f***ing organisation just spent a hell of money on the party. So he refused to pay fucking entry fee for his friends who jus came in after the event. please la! you are some senior executive. It is only $15 bucks for god sake. & they wanna bring all the free drinks from the event over to other outlets! FUCK them! Then we have to escort them there since we are letting them enter for free & help them get a chop. & he is so fucking screwed & complained like some sissy cos he doesnt wanna go in by the main entrance to get the chop. FUCK it! Then he was being so freaking anal with me n complain like shit. & I am damn freaking exhausted by then, I give him "u can say whatever" look. I am damn pissed I cant be bothered la. it doesnt help I have to look up to him since he is like 1.9m? DAMMIT! I am so pissed!

I was so close to fainting and my entire body was shaking. I could barely move my legs. I was so exhausted and so pissed and stressed I was close to tears. I know I sound like a missy who cant take hardship. Kaoz! Give me a break & some credits. I am trying and working very hard. Give me some slack for adjustment sia. Easy for anyone with office jobs sitting in the office staring at ur bloody screen to say la. But standing among the smelly crowds, running around on ur empty stomach in the dark aint funny. It doesnt help when the clients are fucking anal.

I am really grateful and feel so fortunate to have a friend to visit me & fetch me home every night. Really counting my blessing. Thank Buddha for showering me with so many "angels" to dote on me & take good care of me. So I was weak to my knees last night & I called my friend for help. Poor friend has to drive down from north to south where st james is and the moment I step into the car, i slept. Leaving him to navigate himself around the unfamiliar area to hunt for porridge for me since I no longer have the energy to digest any solid food. I dont really know what happened along the way as I am half-conscious. I couldnt open my eyes at all & i jus know I was fed some juice. Can you imagine my friend has to drive and hold my drink at the same time so that I can drink? I feel like a baby being fed with milk bottle. Then I forced my friend to feed me porridge since I cant even hold the spoon properly. I was shakking and felt so weak & wobbly. When he fed me I was practically eating with my eyes closed cos I am so freaking tired. As usual, being demanding & ungrateful princess I always am, I blame my friend for not cutting up the fish piece into smaller bite size and not blowing my porridge enough to make it cooler and for forcing it so hard into my mouth and for not feeding it frequently enough. He was so totally pissed off by then cos he said he never has to serve someone so freaking demanding and that the last time he fed people was his little cousins. He even complains he doesnt even feed his gf. He was so angry with me he just scolded me upside down when I am so exhausted. I almost cried cos I was so helpless.

So friend, thanks for coming to my rescue. thanks for fetching me. thanks for going down to hunt for porridge and buy food for me. thanks for driving me home safely. thanks for taking good care of me. thanks for feeding me so unwillingly. thanks for always giving in to all my unreasonable demands even though you scold & scold me non-stop like some naggy mom. I appreciate everything nonetheless. Would appreciate it more if you could jus shut up & do what I ask you to do without much verbal retaliation. hee... I feel so blissed and loved having someone to feed me like a baby. (I miss my cousin so much now cos she always feeds me dinner even when im still this age.) But rem you just cant compare me w ur gf like this since friends are forever. wahahaha...& u are only nice to ur friend once in a blue moon while you pamper your gf ALL the time. So its different. Plus I am a princess so naturally you have to treat a princess like a princess. ;)

I know I am super pampered, spoilt, missy & princessy. But who cares when I have so many to love me & dote on me dearly. I couldnt feel much more blissful and fortunate than ever. & I am so thankful that I have so many people to watch over me, take good care of me & pamper me at a time like this when I feel so down & low. Nonetheless I appreciate it very very much.