While others suffer from anorexia, I am suffering from over-feeding. I am eating way too much than what my stomach can take in. I wish I have a more elastic stomach wall. Feeling bloated these days and feel like throwing up cos I am always that full. Cos according to my maid, I ate non-stop. well! I didnt realize it.

I mean when you are bored and idle, you tend to find entertainment. For me, eating makes me happy so maybe I just over-doing it alittle. It doesnt help that my brain is not telling my stomach to stop eating and my stomach is not telling my brain that it is full. Somehow my neuro system has some major lapse or disconnection. It is not working in tandem. So end up I suffer. I wish someone could come up with breakthrough science to inform me when I should stop eating. The feeling of indigestion is awful and making me feel real sick.

I think i need to learn to curb my appetite. It is health hazardous. Now I am realizing it. Maybe I should just buy more digestic pills and eat them every meal. hmm....feel real horrible and heart burnt now. Argh!

Having the ability to eat and enjoy food is definitely a blessing.