Strange I have no Monday blues anymore ;)

I am feeling pleased... Maybe I shouldnt live in denial that I am not a high-maintenance..cos now I think I am....The scary part is I dont feel at all guilty nor ashame about it. In fact, that word doesnt even bring any negative connotation at all to me now...

I just sign about $1000 buck worth of stuff today. It feels great. I could imagine my dad's booming blasting voice when the next month statement comes. But till then. & I should better get a job before that if not I could so imagine me being dragged back to Mym. Well! I only swipe the CC twice for that amount. That doesnt include other expenses from my own account. Well done! & I am happily feeling shiok inside.

I collected my lovely darling from her servicing & polishing treatment. It is time my car need some freshening up too. (Did I mention I am going for test drive for the new GS? Ok! Not so new actually. Been out quite awhile. I am not so keen either cos it is smaller than my ES i think. But probably next week. If anyone wanna come along, you are invited!)

So I went to have my hair cut. FINALLY! I feel more decent & human. The long hair is irritating me cos it has been so hard to manage and have been trying to survive bad hair days or even weeks. In short, I just hate long hair. My favourite analogy! Can you imagine how bad it can be when you are frightened by your own reflection in the mirror at night when you visit the toilet? Gosh! That shows how scary I look. My hairdresser told me that she is so happy today that she doesnt have to cut so short. Cos she asked me the same old question, "how short"..I am so sick of answering it when at the end of the day she is not going to give in to my request & i find it really redundant to bargain with my hairdresser on the length of my desired hair. I feel really annoyed having no control of my own hair. So this time I decided to tell her that she can decide for me since she knows what my answer would be. So that makes her so happy that my hair doesnt have to be cut so short. (as though she ever cut it short. Whatever!) Smart hairdresser also pacifies me that I need to go for interview so the shoulder length hair makes me look too small girl to be respected at the first impression. Right. (As if!)

So I shall go back to her after I get a job that I want a shoulder length hair cut since I dont need to count on first impression anymore...see what more excuses she could come up with this time to keep my hair long. I dont know wassup with ppl who are dying to have my hair long. I remember when I was in crescent, my classmate cried the day I cut my hair short. That was one of the real strange encounter. Then it was Tony. Now my dear Linda. FAINT!

Anyway, I am happy at least that my hair is more manageable. I like it when my face looks rounder. Wahahaa...Strange phenomenon I know. My face is so chubby now from all the sleeping & eating, the other day when a guy fren saw me in school, he couldnt take it. The very first glance he saw me, he walked over & pinched me real hard. I was in total SHOCKED. I think he was also alittle taken aback by my reaction. So he was like "Oop! Sorry. You just look so adorable being so chubby." Kaoz! Is that a blardy compliment? But his reaction was so spontaneous. That says something about the amount of weight I put on & I must admit I dont feel guilty at all. In fact, im secretly pleased that I look rounder (minus the double chin). I got the fu qi. So hopefully, I can get a job soon.

Then I make a trip to Shiseido counter at Tangs at Vivocity to buy my mom's stuff. End up, I bought the entire series of make-up for myself. From basic cream to foundation to eyeshadow to blusher to lipstick. You name it, I bought it. I am supposed to go back & buy 4 more stuffs though. The trouble with being a woman & yet that's where the fun is. I have decided it is time I learn the basic of make-up. I cant possibly go for interview with a blank face. So I really just bought real basic stuff. & of course a lesson from the make-up artist too. She was patient enough to teach me step by step. Now I think it is going to take me 3 hours to get ready to go out instead of the usual 2hours. Kaoz! I must say I do respect ppl who put on the blardy thick make-up. Loads of gongfu. Gosh! I am so lost I keep asking the lady to repeat the steps. She is so exasperated that she is close to writing it down for me. She is expecting me to go back to her very soon to ask her how to use them. I must have sound real dumb blonde. But nvm. I am learning & there is always the first time to everything.

She was also feeling alittle strange why I would want to apply anything when I wanna look like I have nothing on. Cos everything I stressed I want a natural look with more brown & earthy tone. The nude look. So she did try to accommodate with me. I look like I put on nothing but just look alittle more radient from the usual plain look. Well! I mean take things slow wah. I wouldnt want my friends to not recognize me if I change drastically. & I probably look like a drag queen with really LOUD make-up on. So I am quite pleased. Probably another more expenditure to come buying a set of brushes for all these application purposes. Wahahaha.....I am finding it quite fun now cos got ppl to apply for me today. but I dont know how long my patience will last before I give up on it.

After which I have a lovely dinner with my badminton kakis with not so nice conversation topic. I have no ideas if it is just me or it is the age factor thing that is setting in on everyone. The recent conversation has been about jobs, career, future plans and relationships. BLEAH!!!!!!! These are the times I miss my puree & pukey for being able to hold real silly conversation and make me laugh all days. Those were the days. I really miss it.

So that is a summary of my fruitful day. Running errands, enjoying life splurging money. Thats the way!